O, who did you die for
O, I did it all wrong
O, what the hell did I die for?
O, have I told you I’m gone?

Snow, I’ll tell you what it looks like
The rain, it smells when it’s strong
O, I wish I could show you the world
And I owe you more than a song

Little babe, I wish I had known
Too late, I wish I knew before
Little babe, oh does it hurt me
And I have gone and wasted what you covet and just what you died for

Was there no room for two of us?
If god had cared I’d only be a
Thought, a wistful daydream
Instead I filled a void but not enough

I’m stuck between a rock and a
Realization that I’m a
Paradox, anomaly
What do I give up now for love

So, did you read my diary
O, did you watch me go to school
And oh, did you notice when it started
I know, I’m such a fucking fool

Little babe, I knew something was wrong
Deep down, I wish I knew before
Little babe, oh does it hurt me
And I have gone and wasted what you covet and just what you died for

Was there no room for two of us?
And all the times I wished I was a
Thought, a wistful daydream
Instead I lived but that was not enough

I cry to you of loss and love
But sitting here I’m nothing but a
Paradox, anomaly
Would you have better spent your love

Do you feel angry, sad, ashamed?
Do you forgive me for the pain?
Is everything I’ve done in vain?
An afterlife of guilt and shame?

Pills and parchment, paper cuts, I sent
Letters to gods that I don’t believe in
Is everything I’ve done in vain?
What have I wasted in your name, O?